WHY AM I HERE TO STAY?-FIVE NEW OLD

couldn't sleep like“Machinist”

walking in the chaos in my head

people says“your gotta be patient”

no one knows my predicament

it seems to be an awful lot for me

trouble

comes to me

so hard to settle down

come down

casual fuck

and broken memories

i told you but it was with no sound

we grappled with each other

falling into ground again

crawling along hallway

like sidewinder

screaming at the door

talking to the man in the mirror

“i liked your bloody nose”well i said

holding myself tied and crying

i'm totally messed you know that

no one can help me out

it seems to be an awful lot for me

what should i believe

where should i go too many stuff to regret

i swallow everything

and smoke to forget

“so why am i here to stay？”